I am okay!!

Well yes Friday night after hours a friend and I went to get my hair cut off. I decided to spare my husband that part of it. Even though anyone who knows Bobby knows he would of been there if I had asked him to. Some things you just got to do with the girls. I did not cry. I sat there and thought of the lucky kids that would get a wig from my hair. I also thought of how they did not have their childhood and I did. Really if it was up to me I would not were the wig because it hurts my head and makes my headaches worse. I am convinced that God spared us our hair during all of this because you just do not feel like fixing it. I am the luckiest woman in the world. I have a great husband, children and friends. The out pour of support means the world to me. I feel every one's prayers and I need them so keep them coming please!!!
In Matthew it says "In God all things are possible" It is possible for me to get past all of this and live a life few others get to live. A friend yesterday said to me that I have the insight of an older woman who has been thru it all. I do have a new perspective. I enjoy all moments with my family and friends. I do not push myself to please others I please myself. I do only what I can and know that others are going to have to accept it. I have to be here and be healthy. If God brings you to it he will bring you thru it. I have been watching a friend's care page and she lost her battle with stomach cancer last weekend. I watched my dad battle his cancer. The thing that we all do not understand until we experience it is live life with no regrets. It is important to let those around you know that you love them. Stop the rat race. I know that I have a second chance to appreciate the life God has given me. Take a second and pick up the phone.
Love to all,
Cara Cares