Test results

I still have faith all will be fine.
I got a call from my dr today. There is a 2cm spot in my left lung. The two possibilities is the obvious or that my lung was damaged by the radiation. It would be nice to hear if anyone else has heard of this happening. Needless to say the human part of me is scared. I have a husband and 5 kids that need me. Please pray for complete healing. The dr's are meeting to discuss this on Monday. PRAY PRAY PRAY

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Prayer needed

I wanted to post today to ask for prayer. I have not been feeling up to par. I had some abnormal test results and the dr repeated them. Uncertain of the meaning they have decided to repeat them in a month instead of three months. I got a call this morning from my oncologist and my chest xray was not clear. They want to do a CT scan to double check my chest and lung area. I find my self not having the faith I need. I am "trying to be positive" but I have been struggling lately. Please pray for my complete healing and faith.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

UPDATE

It has been a while since I have posted. Things have been very busy. Today I went to my step mom's funeral. It was bitter sweet. Bitter because she died within a few weeks of finding out she had cancer. Sweet because now she is with my dad again. It was a nice service. My dad's marker is final there to be placed by his wife. We came up to the grave side and there it was on a stand. I was filled with such great emotion. That has been a hard thing to endure. It means alot that my dad's final resting place will be marked.
On a good note we got the much anticipated PACE results for Jake today. He has been checking the mail every single day. HE IS IN!!!!! My son is brilliant!!
Good job Jake!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Prayer

Please say a prayer for Barbara Roderick. She is having a double mastectomy tomorrow.
Please get on those knees!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Kiddos

This week is a great week. The end of the month is over. Bobby and I had a meeting for Alyssa. She was nominated for a leadership group and AP History next year. Jake will know next week if he got accepted in PACE. He also was nominated by his teacher. Alexa is loving reading. She also is doing great in soccer today is her last game. Anthony is my little rug rat. Crazy as ever but so cute. He is feeling better. Bella is talking and saying so many words. Grandma loves to hear "Grandma". She is so sweet. Well all of them are. Alyssa had her champions graduation last Sunday. Our family came to see her graduate. My daughters beautiful brown eyes. Grandma and Nana crying, I lost it. It was a very moving ceremony. Alyssa worked for 15 weeks on a class to help deal with peer pressure. It is to avoid sex, drugs and alcohol. Your children make choices in their life between right and wrong. It is up to us as parents to give them the right tools. We are not here to enable our kids but to love and equip them. The biggest disservice we can do to our kids is let them get away with things that are wrong and then sweep it under the rug. It is time to wake up and smell the roses!

Love to all,
Cara Cares