FAITH

Happy Sweet 16 Alyssa!

2010-06-09T17:13:00.003-05:00

To mommy's little girl! I remember the first time I saw you. I thought she is so beautiful and I immediately saw your pouty lip. You hit all your milestones early and were always on the go. I also remember you had the deepest belly laugh. I have watched you grow into a beautiful person inside and out. As your mom I hope I have taught you how to believe in yourself , love unconditionally and always treat people the way you would want to be treated. I am so grateful God has allowed me to still be here and celebrate this moment in time with you. Alyssa you bring such joy to my life and those around you! I love you, Mommy!

Struggles overcome by Faith

2010-04-09T09:44:00.003-05:00

The last week I have suffered greatly from asthma. It is one of the many issues I have from treatment. It is very easy to let yourself be upset by new found limitations. It is through my faith in God I find great comfort. No matter what trial and tribulations I may go through God is so much bigger. I feel so blessed to have the life that God has given to me. Things or people may try to pull me down. They may succeed for a brief moment but not for long. The simplest things from my children, husband, family and friends gives me such joy. I am a survivor. I do not sit in the corner and cry. I come out fighting!! I have someone that is bigger than anyone. That is GOD!!!!
God what great peace you bring to me. I love and have complete faith in you. Please lead me in the direction you have for my life.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

2010-03-24T07:51:00.003-05:00

Alexa recently chose to be baptized. I am very very proud of her. I am very happy that 3 of my 5 kids have accepted God and followed in baptism.

I am getting ready for another set of test. I trust in God that the results will be good news. I was speaking to another woman doing anti- estrogen treatments like me. It was not good to hear what she is going through but good to know that I am not alone. God has truly given me the strength to get up each and everyday.
There are some days that are a all day struggle but through God I can do anything. Thank you God for my many blessings!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Go Jake!

2010-03-11T08:01:00.002-06:00

I got a paper from Jake's teacher yesterday. He was invited to a special art camp this summer. The camp is by invitation only for gifted students. Please pray with me that God will provide the finances for Jake to be at this camp. He was so excited!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Peace Peace Peace

2010-02-28T17:08:00.002-06:00

Jehovah Shaalom
Prince of Peace!!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Good Morning!

2010-02-24T09:12:00.002-06:00

As you all know I tend to brag about my children and today is no different!
I had a teacher conference with Alexa's teacher. She scored so high on all of her test the PACE(honors) teacher nominated her to be in PACE. I am so proud of her. She is only in first grade and they already are seeing how brilliant she is. All of my kids are brilliant and I am proud of each of them.
Alexa came home the other day so excited because the teacher gave her harder homework.
She also scored 2 out of the 3 goals at her soccer game. Go Lexy!!

Please also say a special prayer for situation's in our life. Bobby and I are standing firm in prayer for God to intervene and create peace in our life.

I have learned in therapy that I am the only one in control of my peace. That is what keeps me going each day.
Please also pray that God will heal me of the issues I am having.
Peace and blessings!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Prayer and blessings

2010-01-20T18:03:00.002-06:00

I had another cat scan today. Please pray with me for good news.
I at one point thought of ending my blog. Then I realized that God uses my experience to help others.
I have so many woman ask me to help their dear friends that are battling the beast.
I am able to give them insight and they give me insight.
I had a lunch with someone the other day who is ten years out from cancer. I asked him is there ever a day where you do not wake up and think about it? He said yes... That was great to hear. Then another friend said since I am still dealing with complications it is no wonder I still think of it. I am so thankful to my family, my dear friends, my church and my Lana. Thank God for my therapist that has given me many wonder life tools and keeping me in check. There are tough days but I continue to grow and strive to be the person God wants me to be.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

????

2010-01-05T17:31:00.002-06:00

I am forever amazed at other people. There is a difference between protecting and enabling.
I have to focus on my health..... My children need me here..............................
God grant peace to this situation and give me the wisdom I need.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

2009-12-20T20:32:00.002-06:00

"If someone tries put their problems on you and you do not accept it. Who's problem is it?" Wayne Dyer

When other's try to put their problems on me I will reject it. I will fill my world with God and his wonderful spirit! My focus is my children. Always has been always will be. Thank you GOD!!!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

I hope you and your families have a blessed holiday season!

2009-12-19T08:14:00.002-06:00

Alexa and Friends at her school program

2009-11-19T20:02:00.001-06:00

Alexa's program at school

2009-11-19T19:48:00.004-06:00

ALYSSA UPDATE

2009-11-11T17:53:00.003-06:00

Alyssa has had an eventful 24 hours. We arrived at the emergency room after 4pm yesterday. Within a few hours we found Alyssa had appendicitis. This morning she had her appendix removed. She is home resting now. We have to follow up with the surgeon and a gynecologist for an issue that was discovered in surgery.
Overall she is doing well. Thank you to our support system and for your thoughts and prayers!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

KIDDOS

2009-11-09T21:54:00.003-06:00

Alexa has had a great week. She is star student of the week. We had so much fun making her poster. Jake is back from camp. He had a great time! Bobby thank you for always being there.
Alyssa, Bella and Anthony are all well. We are looking forward to seeing family for the holiday's. I miss Bobby's mom and brother we always have a good time. I get to spend time with my family and look forward to it. God thank you for allowing me to see another birthday and holiday!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

My blog

2009-10-29T07:13:00.004-05:00

I am reflective today that it has been a year and half since I started this blog. There are many parts of that time that are a blur. Things happened so quickly and I have endured so much. I wanted to help people with this blog. The one thing you may notice is my journey with God. There are days were I feel weak and days where I am very strong. The key to remember is the road to God is not perfect. It is an ever evolving journey. The point is that you seek him. I seek him each and everyday! Not that I always make the right decisions but they are decisions made with the best I have at that moment. As I read and learn and listen to God my journey changes. I pray for each of you that God gives you peace in your life.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Priceless

2009-10-27T07:35:00.003-05:00

It is priceless watching your children grow. Yesterday I watched Alexa wash her hands as she sang Happy Birthday to her self twice. I taught her to sing it twice to make sure her hands get clean. I watched Anthony and Bella sing to the baby dolls "Go to sleep sweet baby". Just as I sing to them. Alyssa told me she admires the spark in my eye! I watched her sit at the table and try so hard on her homework and then play with her siblings. Jake prayed in our family prayer so mature and blessed. He really makes me say WOW!
I love being in the middle of all the kids and enjoying each moment but sometimes it is nice to step back and enjoy the view. I am very proud of my children and the little person's they are becoming.
Please join us each day in a prayer for peace in all situations life may bring us. God did not promise the easy road to heaven. I will stand firm in God. I stand firm in each and every situation in my family.
It is all temporary.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Adversity

2009-10-25T07:14:00.001-05:00

Adversity may try to knock you down but your faith will always bring you through.
GOD WILL ALWAYS PREVAIL!!!!!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Results and Reality

2009-10-22T19:35:00.004-05:00

Well I still have my mammogram to go but I got my lung results. My lung is not better but it is stable. I will take that!!! I was very concerned with all the unnecessary stress I have been under lately.
I am amazed people want so desperately to hurt other people that they do not think of the children that are involved.
I am just a mom loving, nurturing, caring and raising my children. When do others realize that the children need to be the focus. They are real human beings with feelings.
They need their MOMMY to be healthy and here for them.
When do you stop blaming other people for the life you have created for yourself. May God forgive you for not taking care of your responsibilities and help you find direction in your life. Wasting time being angry and in denial you are missing out on God's gifts that he gave to you.
May God grant peace to this situation.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Test

2009-10-20T07:13:00.002-05:00

This week is a busy week. Between kids, work and my test. This is not only a 3 month check for my lung issues but also a 6 month check for my breast. God keep me safe and heal me!!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

I can see clearly

2009-10-15T07:16:00.002-05:00

Things are soooo clear to me! My vision is on my children not looking back!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Happy Birthday Jake!

2009-10-12T10:38:00.002-05:00

Happy 11th birthday Jake! You came into this world at 11:48pm on October 12th. After eighteen and half hours of labor I was exhausted but full of joy! You were a very good baby "my snuggle bug". I am so very proud of your caring heart and your desire to be a better person. You have worked very hard in therapy and I am glad you are at such peace with yourself and situations around you. I am in awe of your honesty and ability to reason. I could not ask anymore of you then you are doing. Your love for family is amazing. I am so excited to be here and watch you grow each and everyday. I love you my baby!! You brighten my days!!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEXA!!!!

2009-10-03T08:03:00.003-05:00

Happy 7th Birthday Alexa!!!!

At 8:03am your were born. You were so beautiful!! I remember Aunt Amber trying to go get you for me from the nursery and could not find you. She did not want to let me know you were not in the nursery but it was all over her face. To make a long story short the nurse's had taken you the long way around to my room to show everyone how beautiful you were. You have always been so strong and determined. You also have the most loving and caring side to you. You are the little mommy and you have the greatest heart!!
You make each day a joy and I am so proud of you. Thank you for letting me be your mommy and having the joy of loving you each and everyday! My little Princess!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Update

2009-10-02T20:47:00.002-05:00

Well it has been a while since I have updated everyone. I saw my pulmanonlogist this week after having to start steroids again. He has placed me on 5 different medications to help my breathing. It is a month to month check on the radiation damage done to my lung. I am not letting this get me down. I am keeping my faith and moving forward. I have zero time to feel sorry for myself I am here watching my beautiful children grow up and loving my soulmate each and everyday of my life. My baby girl turns 7 tomorrow. She is growing up so fast!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Kids!

2009-09-26T07:10:00.002-05:00

I am so happy it is Saturday. Looking forward to a great day with our kids. It should be a fun and eventful weekend. I am hoping for a little down time at some point. I am worn out!
Bella is fully potty trained. Anthony not fully trained and let's just not talk about it. Alexa is great and full of spunk! She told me she did not want to grow up because she never wants to leave her mommy. She is such a mommy's baby!!! Jake is getting into the groove of 5th grade and doing well. Alyssa is enjoying 10th grade and very active in church. When my kids grow up they all may take their wings and go in different directions. I just want to make sure they know their roots. I am looking forward to fall weather even though asthma and allergies are gearing up. I woke up Monday morning and could not breathe. ALL the issues I have now after chemo and radiation I just remind myself I am here. God is great he granted me time with my family and kids and for that I am so grateful.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

The journey

2009-09-17T06:43:00.002-05:00

I prayed that God would prevail and the truth would come out in a situation that has caused me and my husband great stress. Stress in a time were I needed to focus only on dealing with my health and family. God always comes through for those that are faithful to him. Thank you God!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Bella's b-day 9-14

2009-09-15T09:32:00.003-05:00

In the midst of celebrating my baby being 2 years old. I forgot to blog. It was two years ago and 1 day that I gave birth to a beautiful baby girl. 3 1/2 hours on the table probably was my hardest delivery but worth every second. Bella spent two weeks in the NICU but came out a healthy and strong willed little girl. She is a very calm child but has a mighty roar. There is not a second of the day that she can not melt my heart with just one look. Those baby blues and a tiny whisper of mommy. I love watching her grow and learn. Bella thank you for allowing me the honor of being your mommy. Thank you God for my precious gift.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Day to remember 9-11

2009-09-11T11:08:00.002-05:00

What a sad day......

I remember I was standing in my living room when I heard the news that the first plane hit. While I was driving to work the second plane hit. I remember being very afraid. Afraid for my children and my famliy.

I also remember feeling very proud to be an American when George W. Bush annouced we were going to war.
I backed him then and I still stand firm that we did the right thing.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Potty training

2009-09-01T20:51:00.002-05:00

My almost 2 year old is potty training before my 3 year old. Yes my three year old is a boy. I ask him if he needs to potty and he says "no thanks!" Well at least he has manners.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Grace

2009-08-23T16:39:00.001-05:00

We talked about God's grace today. How could I not be absolutely thrilled about my life. God has give me such grace. I pray over each of you that you enjoy the same.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Faith

2009-08-19T18:21:00.002-05:00

Faith is what gets you through.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

MOMMY UP!

2009-08-15T13:02:00.003-05:00

I am just a mommy trying to take care of her kids. It is all about giving your kids love, comfort, support and stability. Being a parent is not easy but well worth it in the long run. We all need to do what is best for our kids.
Put all aside the KIDS are what matter!!!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

In the know

2009-08-13T06:56:00.002-05:00

Just want to update all my friends. I have another scan coming up. Let's pray that the spot on my lung is stable. Changing my treatment medication has been tough. Lot's of pain, fatigue and weakness. As you guys know I will make it through. I am a mommy! My babies will always be taken care of.
We made it home in time last night for Wednesday service. Just what we needed!!
God is faith!! I am so thankful God gave us such a wonderful group of friends.
Thank you to my hubby for always being there for me. It is so beautiful to me what a great husband, father and spiritual leader you are.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Commitment

2009-08-11T07:44:00.002-05:00

Our commitment defines us. It was a great lesson in our life group on Sunday! Anyone who knows me understands what my commitments are.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Anthony asked for a chocolate cake for his birthday

2009-08-05T20:34:00.002-05:00

Anthony is worn out from his birthday

2009-08-05T20:31:00.002-05:00

HAPPY 3rd BIRTHDAY ANTHONY!!!!

2009-08-05T08:04:00.003-05:00

Today is my son's 3rd birthday. When I found out I was pregnant with him the doctor gave us the worst case outcome. This was because I had a uterine ablation and was never to be able to get pregnant again. Bobby and I put our faith in God and now we have a handsome, wonderful, loving and energetic 3 year old. He says and does the cutest things. He has such a fantastic spirit about him. He loves life and all it has to give. I think he will be a future soccer player. He was the first case that my doctor could find that was a successful pregnancy after uterine ablation. Bella was the 2nd. Now it is not being said anymore that this can not happen. I am soooo thankful my husband and I have such a strong faith. I love my baby and thank God for his precious gift!!! Anthony mommy loves you with all my heart and soul!!!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Camp Awards

2009-08-03T15:44:00.002-05:00

Hello,

Jake as you guys know won the heart award at his out of town camp. He also won another award for his day camp. He got second place. It is based on saying your scriptures, attendance and behavior. He was happy to get an award but to give up first place to his baby sister was earth shattering. Alexa was very happy and did not say much at first but was quick to let Jake know she beat him. I had a talk with them both. "the brother and sister love talk" However inside I was just saying oh man siblings!!! I am proud of them both. They got 1st and 2nd out of 50-60 kids. When Jake got 2nd at his camp it was out of hundreds. I am glad the kids had a great summer.
Now we are on to school clothes. How do you cloth 5 kids?
Answer: GOD

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Family

2009-08-02T20:02:00.001-05:00

Had a great weekend with Bobby's mom and brother's. I am sorry to see them go!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Customer Service

2009-07-29T22:31:00.003-05:00

All I have to say is I am usually very layed back. How ever today kind of left me in shock and awe.
All I will say is what happended to customer service? Please feel free to comment.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Direction

2009-07-28T19:16:00.003-05:00

I pray that God will show me what direction to take. I have many things going on. Pray God's will can be shown loud and clear.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Reflection

2009-07-23T08:55:00.003-05:00

You never know what people are struggling with. Make sure to be kinder than normal. You could be the light someone needs that day. I was reading last night and in the bible it says our body is merely a tent. We are temporary here and what we do here determines how we will live for eternity.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Happy Birthday Mom!!

2009-07-21T07:16:00.002-05:00

Today is my mother's 65th birthday. She has been a wonderful mom and grandma to us all. I think about all I have been through and having her by my side made many times bearable. You never think about having to watch your child endure cancer or any other sickness. My mother stood by me with faith and strength. She is always there to lend a helping hand and a big hug. She is giving my children the wonderful memories that I had of my grandmother. As a child I use to not like that we were always in church but who understands the reason being so young. If my mother had not given me my roots I would not of been able to fly in such difficult times.
She gave me a faith in God that has brought me through so many battles. Am I not perfect but I do have God on my side. His love surpasses all understanding. I love you mommy!! Have the best birthday ever and thank you for being my mom. Thank you for the gift of eternity.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Good kids

2009-07-18T11:02:00.002-05:00

I just found out Jake won the 2nd highest award at camp. The heart award! He kept the peace, tried to help his cabin keep the peace and helped other campers in daily activities. Go Jakey!! Not a bad deal being his first year at this camp.

Last week I got a call how good Alyssa is. I was told she was a very kind and respectful. That when kids are good it is a reflection on their parents. I was told that Bobby and I have done a good job.

Not that I need a pat on my back to tell me we are good a parents but it is nice to hear.

We have the best kids!!! Just had to share how proud I am.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Jake!!

2009-07-18T08:57:00.001-05:00

Jake will be home tomorrow from camp! I am ready to see my baby!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

I am ready to start this beautiful day!

2009-07-16T06:54:00.004-05:00

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Gammy, Aunt Alyssa and Baby Melody

2009-07-11T23:12:00.004-05:00

Alyssa is thinking. Oh no not me I have enough brothers and sisters!

GAMMY!!

Jake, Daddy and Alexa

2009-07-11T23:10:00.000-05:00

Jake and Mommy leaving for camp

2009-07-11T23:04:00.000-05:00

Jake

2009-07-11T17:19:00.002-05:00

I just got word my baby has arrived at his first year of big camp. I pray he has a safe and good time. He told me that he would be fine and have fun. I love my Jakey!!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

grandparents

2009-07-10T05:49:00.002-05:00

Bobby and I became grandparents last night! I am a 34 year old grandma.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Thankful

2009-07-07T08:16:00.002-05:00

I am thankful for my beautiful children. It is wonderful and gives me such joy words can not express. I can have a tough day and their smiles just make everything okay. I am thankful for my loving husband. He has taught me that I deserve to be loved. Each day he starts the day off with me knowing how much and deeply he loves me. It took me many years to be able to be okay in my skin. I was able to get myself to realize I am beautiful inside and out. Each night when I say the Lord's prayer I have to be aware of that we have to forgive those that trespass against us. I think holding on to the hurt and pain of the past was not allowing me to heal completely. I forgive...
I thank God everyday for the life I have been given. I know in my heart I have done a great job as a mom. It talks about in the bible giving your children good gifts just as Christ gave to us.
I do not overly spoil my children but I do try and give them good gifts. I give them unconditional love.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Bella is home

2009-07-04T19:10:00.002-05:00

We are enjoying some family time with the kiddos. Our baby is home from hospital. The doctor told us this morning it would be Monday before we could come home. Then he came in with good news on the test and we got to leave.
Thank you all for your prayers.

Love to all,
Cara

Bella update

2009-07-04T11:09:00.003-05:00

Bella is doing better this morning. Looks like no surgery for now. Thank you God for answering our prayers.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Bella

2009-07-02T21:23:00.001-05:00

Please say a prayer. We are with our baby girl in the hospital. We will find out in the morning if she needs surgery.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Sad news

2009-06-26T07:00:00.002-05:00

Well this week some big names in showbiz have been lost. It once again is an example how quickly things can happen and lives changed forever. It is the times with my husband and children that I strive to value and make memorable each and everyday. When we are all gone only the memories will live on. My prayers and thoughts are with the families of the one's lost!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Special day!

2009-06-23T08:01:00.001-05:00

Today is a special day for my honey and me!
I love you honey have a great day!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Anthony!!

2009-06-10T10:12:00.000-05:00

Daddy and Bella!

2009-06-10T10:07:00.000-05:00

Searching for treasure!

2009-06-10T10:05:00.000-05:00

Mommy and Princess Alexa

2009-06-10T10:03:00.000-05:00

USS Lexington

2009-06-10T10:01:00.000-05:00

Jake and Lexy enjoying the ocean!

2009-06-10T09:58:00.001-05:00

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My Baby is 15!!

2009-06-10T09:54:00.000-05:00

Alyssa and Jake

2009-06-10T09:52:00.000-05:00

NEWS from DR.

2009-06-04T07:28:00.002-05:00

I heard from he Dr. yesterday. We had a very lengthy conversation. He and two other Dr.'s compared my films and feel fairly certain that it is scar tissue on my lung from radiation. I also feel fairly confident. They can not be certain so they have asked that I do a scan to determine if I have "hot spots". That is an area of concern. They also will be repeating my other scan every few months. I feel like GOD has healed me and these moments of insecurity is the devil trying to have me doubt my faith. I know that God brought me through this all for a greater purpose.
I was speaking to my "soul sister" yesterday. As she pointed out I have survived all medical odds before. I did everything humanly possible to survive. It is in God's control. What better miracle worker is there? I like my odds with God on my side!!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Faith

2009-06-03T07:42:00.002-05:00

It is Wednesday and I have not heard from the doctor yet. I went to my wellness Dr and she fully believes it is scar tissue. It was really amazing how God always is there when you need him. I went to church on Sunday. I walked in and a lady came up to me and told me about the Wednesday night services. This Wednesday is "Figuring out that thing called Faith". Then I had been debating whether or not I wanted to go to my dad's house and get any of his things. I was in debate because it is stuff. I feel like with 5 kids we have enough in our house. The message was on stuff. We came in this world with nothing and leave with nothing. I just did not know if I wanted to put myself through what would be an obvious emotionally difficult day. So I am going to ask for someone to send me the videos and pictures from my childhood. I do want to share that with my kids. Which brings me to another thought. Bobby and I went to meet my mom at a hair place in Southern Dallas County. We came to the hair place and I told Bobby this is where I went as a teenager with my dad. I walked in and across from my mom was the lady who use to cut my dad's hair. The lady recognized me and remembered dad. All these years she never knew it was my mom who came there. I brought Bobby in and introduced her to him. I asked her if my dad and her went out. She said no but he did ask her out. What a small world!
By the way I have prayed and in my soul I feel all is well. Please continue to pray. I have learned be specific. I pray to God for my continued complete healing. I pray that God gives us all a long and healthy life.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Test results

2009-05-29T22:09:00.003-05:00

I still have faith all will be fine.
I got a call from my dr today. There is a 2cm spot in my left lung. The two possibilities is the obvious or that my lung was damaged by the radiation. It would be nice to hear if anyone else has heard of this happening. Needless to say the human part of me is scared. I have a husband and 5 kids that need me. Please pray for complete healing. The dr's are meeting to discuss this on Monday. PRAY PRAY PRAY

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Prayer needed

2009-05-26T09:49:00.002-05:00

I wanted to post today to ask for prayer. I have not been feeling up to par. I had some abnormal test results and the dr repeated them. Uncertain of the meaning they have decided to repeat them in a month instead of three months. I got a call this morning from my oncologist and my chest xray was not clear. They want to do a CT scan to double check my chest and lung area. I find my self not having the faith I need. I am "trying to be positive" but I have been struggling lately. Please pray for my complete healing and faith.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

UPDATE

2009-05-21T17:52:00.004-05:00

It has been a while since I have posted. Things have been very busy. Today I went to my step mom's funeral. It was bitter sweet. Bitter because she died within a few weeks of finding out she had cancer. Sweet because now she is with my dad again. It was a nice service. My dad's marker is final there to be placed by his wife. We came up to the grave side and there it was on a stand. I was filled with such great emotion. That has been a hard thing to endure. It means alot that my dad's final resting place will be marked.
On a good note we got the much anticipated PACE results for Jake today. He has been checking the mail every single day. HE IS IN!!!!! My son is brilliant!!
Good job Jake!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Prayer

2009-05-06T16:55:00.002-05:00

Please say a prayer for Barbara Roderick. She is having a double mastectomy tomorrow.
Please get on those knees!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Kiddos

2009-05-02T09:33:00.002-05:00

This week is a great week. The end of the month is over. Bobby and I had a meeting for Alyssa. She was nominated for a leadership group and AP History next year. Jake will know next week if he got accepted in PACE. He also was nominated by his teacher. Alexa is loving reading. She also is doing great in soccer today is her last game. Anthony is my little rug rat. Crazy as ever but so cute. He is feeling better. Bella is talking and saying so many words. Grandma loves to hear "Grandma". She is so sweet. Well all of them are. Alyssa had her champions graduation last Sunday. Our family came to see her graduate. My daughters beautiful brown eyes. Grandma and Nana crying, I lost it. It was a very moving ceremony. Alyssa worked for 15 weeks on a class to help deal with peer pressure. It is to avoid sex, drugs and alcohol. Your children make choices in their life between right and wrong. It is up to us as parents to give them the right tools. We are not here to enable our kids but to love and equip them. The biggest disservice we can do to our kids is let them get away with things that are wrong and then sweep it under the rug. It is time to wake up and smell the roses!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Happy B-day

2009-04-30T21:39:00.001-05:00

Today is my hubby's b-day. Also my niece Megan(hollywood). Happy b-day to both!!!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Carston b-day!

2009-04-25T08:09:00.001-05:00

Yesterday was my nephew's b-day! He was 1 year old. Please say Happy b-day to Carston Silva. He was famous and on channel 4 birthday's.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

2009-04-19T08:04:00.002-05:00

"If you always did what you always have done. You will always get what you have always got."
I choose to live my life differently. The results are great!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

1 Year Breast Cancer Survivor!

2009-04-15T07:08:00.002-05:00

Today is my 1 year Breast Cancer Survivor Anniversary!!
It has been the toughest year of my life. I first thank God for my life. I thank all my family and friends for standing by me. I have more emotion today then I thought I would. What I have been through I can not fully explain. I thought once I got through this it would be behind me. They do not explain to you that it is in your thoughts every second of everyday. I pray that as time goes on it gets easier. I really have to work on my faith for this. Every doctor, counselor, friend, pastor or family has said faith is what saves you. It is wonderful God is still the universal answer. I know at times I have withdrawn but please know it was to just cope with all I was dealing with. Each and everyone of you helped me win this battle with your support!
I also have to say a special thank you to my husband and my children. They saw the raw version and were there to support me through it all.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Happy Easter!!

2009-04-12T19:39:00.004-05:00

Happy Easter to all!
I have a lot of catching up to do. Where do I start? First Anthony is doing much better. His infection has completely disappeared. There is no knot under the skin anymore. His diet has been revised no diary, no sugar and no pork. He is my little boy that I love again!
The crazy wild child!!!
I am feeling better and I have a big day coming up. I have my 1year BREAST CANCER SURVIVOR ANNIVERSARY!!!!! You are a survivor the day you are diagnosed.
April 15th is my day where I learned God's grace!
I also witnessed the birth of my nephew. My step sister Lucretia had a healthy baby boy. My mom and I were there during the birth. It is such a beautiful miracle!! I am so grateful I was able to share that experience. He is such a cute baby!!
Friday my hubby had surgery and came out just fine. He had two cyst removed from his head. He is recovering and a real trooper. I have to force him to take it easy. He does not sit still well. What a switch he is so use to taking care of me now it is my turn to take care of him.
Today we went to church then headed to my mom's house. We had a great time with the family.
There are so many kids it is crazy!!! The kids went Easter egg hunting. Anthony had his special eggs. We stuffed them with Dino's and animals. He was so excited. Alyssa, Jake, Alexa, Ant and Bella all look beautiful. They all had a great day! I feel truly blessed. Thank you God for my life. That is what it is all about. God gave his son to give us LIFE!!
Love to all,
Cara Cares

Yeah! The weekend again!

2009-03-28T07:55:00.002-05:00

There is not much time during the week anymore to blog. This week I got very frustrated by doctors. The doctors feel that Anthony may have an immune deficiency from being a preemie. I know that autoimmune disorders are often treated with steroids and chemo like medications. I can not put my baby through that. I took him to a wellness Dr. We have cleaned up his diet to a very strict way of eating. We have him on vitamins to clean and boost his immune system. He told me when he got up yesterday that he was not sick anymore and he needed his milk. I told him okay and gave him goat's milk. Luckily he does not know the difference.
I had a closing last night in Corpus Christi I can not tell you how bad I want to be there laying on the beach.
NEED A VACATION!!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Weekend!!

2009-03-21T07:32:00.003-05:00

Anthony had his appointment with Allergist and Immunology doc. He was sick with croup when we went in so no test were done. The test have to be approved through clinic trials in California and he has to be well to have them done. My poor baby. We are praying for a complete healing for him!!
We had fun taking the kids to Six Flags. I realized this is the year I crossed from being the cool young mom to old mom. I do not like water rides and walking around wet. I do not do well on roller coasters. My head just swims on the turns. Alexa road TITAN. Jake was terrified and refused. Alexa told him she could not wait to get back to school and tell his friends. Such a little sister. He did ride Superman and Batman. I had to talk to him about trying new things and facing his fears. When Superman was over he was yelling to the crowd first timer and I loved it!! So cute!!
Of course Alyssa is the little dare devil like her mommy in my younger days. Bobby road Titan with Alexa for her first roller coaster. I could not ride again after riding with Alyssa.
It was fun to be with the kids but I am done for the year. I was thinking the whole time I would love to be on the beach right now. Just a few years ago I was bungee jumping! Age creeps on you and then BAM it hits you.
It is going to be a nice weekend we have Tyler and Justin. Bobby's brother is also coming down.
Ant is ready to see his RY-RY.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Catch up!

2009-03-17T21:15:00.003-05:00

Okay I have not blogged for a while. It has been crazy busy at work and I had the stomach bug two days last week. I also had an MRI and all was clear. Tomorrow we are spending the day with Alyssa, Jake and Alexa. After all we have been through in the last year they need a day with Mommy and Daddy. We are going to have such much fun!! Grandma gets to stay with the babies. Today we found out Anthony has another staph infection. He has been referred to an Allergy and Immunology doctor. Please say a pray for my little guy. He is so full of energy and at times boundless energy. He really is hard to correct. He is so cute and funny. He tells me all the time "haha mommy I funny!" The way he can climb the walls and hang from the ceilings WOW! Okay maybe not completely but sometimes I wonder! :) I hope all of you are doing well. All is well in the Pelerose household!!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

EXAUSTED!!

2009-03-07T07:10:00.003-06:00

I was up till 12:45am handling closings. For some reason Bella was up all night too. We all need a break so bad. I am hoping it is a beautiful weekend and we can go have some fun with the kids!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Another Crazy week!

2009-02-28T18:54:00.001-06:00

Well I thought this week would be not as hectic as last but I was wrong. I have been listening to my secret CD, listening to Christian radio and trying to put positive vibes in my universe.
Plus remembering what our pastor said about God is always in control no matter what the situation. I am so thankful for our lives. I had a great lunch with friend that I had not seen in many years. We have set that we will meet once a month. I missed her bunches!!
Last night I had to work late but first enjoyed a nice dinner. We had 3 dozen oysters yummy!! Trust me I have earned that 1 hour break.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Crazy week!

2009-02-21T08:37:00.002-06:00

I have worked so hard this week. It seems like things might slow down next month. I hope not!?!
Bobby consulted a neurosurgeon this week. He has a new MRI next week then they will decide when his surgery will be. He will not be able to lift the babies for 3 months. I guess I better get myself in shape.
Alexa has her first soccer game of the season today. This will be her third season to play.
Alyssa is trying to decide whether or not to try out for cheerleader. Jake has been nominated for PACE(gifted) I must say I was very proud when his teacher called to ask my permission to nominate him. What an honor for him! I think Alexa will follow in his foot steps. At her conference her teacher told Bobby and I that she is above average and very eager to learn.
Anthony and Bella are being babies. FULL OF ENERGY! Everyone one is getting well after being sick last week. The babies still have a cough and runny nose but not like last week.
I am ready to go to church this week. I have been home the last two weeks with sick kids.
Bobby and Alyssa were the only ones that got to go. When you miss going you can feel it through your whole week.
I saw my breast surgeon and chemo doctor. All is okay besides a few blood levels. The will recheck in April. I am working to get past my feelings of fear. False Evidence Appearing Real!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Wonderful Vday!

2009-02-15T08:56:00.005-06:00

We had a wonderful Vday. Kids are getting better and Bobby and I enjoy having time together.
My husband is so sweet and always makes me feel special. I am humble and thankful!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Beautiful pictures

2009-02-04T21:07:00.002-06:00

Aren't the pictures wonderful. The one by myself I think would be a great theme picture for my blog. It is all in fun!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

A couple of pictures from today

2009-01-31T22:13:00.005-06:00

I'm hijacking Cara's blog again. Here are a couple of the pictures from today's fun.

Toodles,

Chelley

Happy Saturday!

2009-01-31T07:53:00.003-06:00

I am very excited about this weekend. First of all it is Superbowl weekend. I can not wait to have queso and chips with honey and the kids.
My sister is taking pictures of the kids this weekend. I can not wait for you all to see how much they have grown. They are TRUE beautiful children.
Alexa has started back into soccer. Jake we are going to check into the church choir for him. Alyssa is in Champions at church. My baby girl Alyssa has one B and all other grades are A's for the 3 weeks. I am so proud of her.
Bobby and I work hard and love each other completely. Our church started a new class 1-09. It is same teacher and people but different content. It was about having great marriages through God. This class is about living your life through God. It helps you in all relationships. Oh yeah we are having a Super Bowl Party at church on Sunday.
I feel so lucky I love having my husband be equally involved in the church and raising our children in God. I am blessed, healthy and in love!!!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

2009-01-24T07:48:00.001-06:00

Alyssa, Jake and Alexa

Picture of me and Jake Cristmas of 2005

2009-01-24T07:45:00.002-06:00

Picture of me and Jake Christmas 2005

I got it

2009-01-16T20:52:00.004-06:00

I finally figured out how to post pictures on my blog. My sis has done it this whole time. These three pics were right before my surgery in May 2008. My friends Addison, Erika, Aundrea and Heather all chipped in to buy me my chemo bag and all kinds of goodies. I love you guys!!

Love all,
Cara Cares

2009-01-16T20:51:00.001-06:00

2009-01-16T20:50:00.000-06:00

In the begining of the journey

2009-01-16T20:48:00.000-06:00

Baptism and Saturday Sermon

2009-01-11T08:31:00.003-06:00

Last night was fantastic. Jake and Bobby were baptized. Bobby had been baptized as an infant Catholic but now he has made the choice as an adult. He and I have been at our church for close to a year. With all that has gone in the past year we were just focused on faith and healing. It was time for Bobby to take this step. He and Jake were very happy and Grandma came to watch.
First before I tell you about the sermon I am the first to admit I need to work on this area.
Have the right attitude. "Rejoice Always"
Thessalonians 5:16 gives us seven specific directions about life.
Your attitude is your choice.
The Joy Factor: Attitudes are to be filtered through the spirit of joy.
Joy: Never Allow what you don't have rob you of what you do have. We have a lot to be happy about.
Joy: Appreciating the moment rather than being obsessed with the problems of tomorrow. Find God's joy in today. (I need a Amen on that one. I am going to post that one on my forehead!"
Joy: Remember our joy is based on something bigger than current events. Never act like a moment is the end of the world. (I could of saved myself so much heartache if I had realized and accepted how big God is.

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Saturday!!

2009-01-10T06:30:00.002-06:00

Rest!!! I am ready to relax. I am sure that will not happen with 5 kids but it sounds good. My hubby and I got up early to drink coffee together. I am reading The Purpose Driven Life Right Now. It is a 40 day journey I will let you know anything I come across that I want to reflect on. Have a great weekend!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

My prayer

2009-01-09T18:56:00.001-06:00

I pray that God keeps my focus where it needs to be.

Thursday

2009-01-08T07:29:00.002-06:00

Yeah almost to the weekend! I am ready to relax with my hubby and kids. I am so tired from this week. I need to rest! I hope all of you are having a great week!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Putting Life in Perspective

2009-01-05T09:31:00.003-06:00

Matthew 10:39(The message)"If you don't go all the way with me, through thick and thin, you don't deserve me. If your first concern is to look after yourself, you'll never find yourself. But if you forgot about yourself and look to me, you'll find both yourself and me."
George Washington Carver said; "Life begins the day you quit asking what can I do, but instead ask why am I here."

These are two things from our pastor's sermon yesterday. There is not a time go by that God does not speak to my heart in some way. God has allowed so many people to be touched.

I pray your life begins today! I pray for my life to keep evolving it is a wonderful JOURNEY!!

Love to all,
Cara Cares

Sweet moment

2009-01-03T08:01:00.003-06:00

I was rocking Bella last night. She did something she has not done since I lost my hair. She was laying on me and reached up to grab the back of my hair. Once she realized I had fuzzy hair. Then she really started to grab and keep rubbing my hair. It was so precious. I was saying to her. You remember don't you? I was almost in tears it was so amazing. That is the moments in life I cherish. I could not put her down. Magical!

HAPPY NEW YEAR (okay a day late)

2009-01-02T08:31:00.004-06:00

We had a great New Year! We celebrated the night with friends. We are old! We were home in time to see the New Year in together. We went to bed and enjoyed sleeping in till almost 10am! I never get to sleep that late it was nice. I guess I was tired. I have been trying to work lately and get bills paid. So if you love me send me business!!! No guilt trip or anything.
We went and picked up the kids cousins yesterday. They will be here through the weekend. The kids are having so much fun.
We had something green yesterday and blackeyed peas. It will be a great year!
The kids are excited to get back with their therapist in the New Year. They love talking to them. The therapist really are great with the kids. They have helped them work through difficult memories and make some hard decisions. The kids are healthy and happy! I wish all of you and your family a healthy and happy New Year!!
Remember one of my blog's "Smile it is cheap therapy!"

Love to all,
Cara Cares