Beautiful Weather and reflection

I have to say I love this weather. It is so beautiful. Kids love playing outside kicking the soccer ball around with daddy. I can not wait till this weekend. My family is coming over to spend time with us. I know as annoying as we all can be at times I still miss them. It will be good to see everyone. On a good not also I have lost 15lbs. I am not trying but coming off chemo and steroids the weight is starting to come off. Bobby loves me no matter what. He prefers a little curve so he is fine as long as I do not loose anymore. We shall see!! It is cheaper to get back in my old clothes. It is nice to be loved no matter what. I hated myself for so many years because I was always judged and compared to others. I was told bigger here and less there. You need this color lipstick and this color hair. It is a wonderful feeling to be comfortable in my own skin. Who knew I would ever have a husband that only had eyes for me. It is a nice feeling! I NO longer watch lifetime or the bachelor wishing I could be loved that way. This is the good life! I watch the shows now and think they do not have anything on my honey. One lady told me she admired that I could walk around with just a head wrap on. I told her years ago I would not of but now I can walk outside shaved head and all. I am beautiful.... I know everyone is probably tired of me going on about Bobby but I have to just pinch myself sometimes. He is so thoughtful in every way. A little long winded but thoughtful! Love you honey!! I know when my big sisters read this they will have to vomit afterwards. Kiss Kiss

Love to all,
Cara Cares