I am very ready to rid my body of the Cancer but I am still nervous about the surgery. The surgery itself makes me nervous and I want my lymph nodes to be clear. It is like waitng for judgement day. It will also decide how my life will play out. I am trying to do my part my eating healthy and no sugars. The only thing I have not been able to give up yet is coffee in the morning. I have replaced my afternoon Dr. Pepper with a cup of green tea. We had a really nice weekend with the kids celebrating Bobby's b-day which is this week. I have also learned be careful what you wish for. I wanted to loose my baby weight but if I knew that entailed cancer I would of just stayed a little chubby. Everyone knows my husband is Italian they do not like skinny anyways. They like curves which after 5 kids I have! It is sooo nice to be loved just the way I am. I am going to work and spend time with my family this week to make sure this week goes by quickly. I am finishing up my will just because it needs to be done anyway and I need to make sure I protect my children's future. Bobby, I and my family are committed to my children and their well being. Our therapist has us doing a family project this week. We are each drawing my cancer and the cure as we see it. As the time goes on we will keep drawing the picture again and see how our perspective changes. Well I have got to get ready and leave for the office.
Please keep the comments coming they reayy lift my spirits.
Love to all!
Cara Cares
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