I do not know what to title this one!!

Bobby and I went to the surgeon yesterday to get my stitches out. She showed me my pathology which was that my cancer was not just infiltating but invasive carcinoma. That means it was spreading to the breast tissue and not contained in the ducts from what I understand.
I will do chemo first then radiation. I was told that I will loose my hair. I made an appointment for a wig shop on Saturday since the dr. office said it is better to do before you loose your hair.
Then as my middle sister pointed out to me that you loose ALL your hair not just on your head.
Eyebrows and eyelashes, etc. I am going to be really upset if I loose my hair on my head then still have to shave my legs! I do not understand what is happening to my body. My sugars levels, kidney, liver, thyroid and auto immune levels are all out of wack. I am 33 years old you have to be kidding me. My job I have always said is to be cute and sell my business. I also wanted to loose weight. Well be careful first what you wish for then understand what should really matter to you and not be so vain. As my middle sister pointed out sugar feeds cancer. Do you realize that we are killing ourselves everyday by the things we put in our mouths? Wake up America there is a reason why we are finding more and more people have cancer now then before. My trips to the donut shop before a soccer game set me up for a potentially fatal disease. My daughter came in the house yesterday and was drinking a soda. I yelled dump it out. She said why I do not have cancer and I said exactly. Reverse the damage that has been done and feed your body with healthy nutrients so you are able to enjoy your kids and not battle the all consuming cancer. It is also amazing that so many people are so sincere and supportive but there are these few that are really just stupid. They say the most jaw dropping stuff. I was talking to one of my kids friends mother's yesterday who did not know I had cancer. She was also going thru this with her brother. She got on my like I was her child because I was upset that I was going to loose my hair. She is just weird. I wanted to say loose your hair and see how you feel. I am sure I will come out of this and realize that this is a small price to pay. Some how I am not there yet. Okay I feel better!
Love to all!
Cara Cares "about her hair so what"