Struggles

I know I have not blogged for a while but I must admit I have been struggling. Like a long time doctor said to me yesterday I am at the bottom of a muddy waterfall holding an umbrella and my umbrella is breaking. This dr has taken care of me since 1995 and I worked for her. I had changed dr's for a few months because this dr moved to Mansfield and the distance is far. However when push comes to show I need her on my side. I was feeling very bad yesterday and my new dr's office told me they were too busy to see me. Well needless to say I will not be going back to that dr. Let's see to all docs teach your staff priorities!! I also since I was in Mansfield stopped by to see my Chiropractor Brother in law and he helped fix me up. I am feeling better than yesterday. I am out of bed and not in extreme pain. So when all else fails go back to who you know and trust. I have also been struggling with the whole hair thing first of all I do not have the 450.00 to pay for the wig that I really feel comfortable with. The others that the insurance will cover look like Barbie. FAKE!!! The sermon at church was a good one on Sunday. It was about how we take care of our body which is really 16 buckets of water and i bucket of God made mud. So we are one big mud pit. What do we do to take care of our eternal soul. Someday when I am gone hopefully many years from now I want people to say wow she was so caring, kind, giving and strong. Most of all loved her children and husband like no other! Had many wonderful friendships that she took time to nurture and grow. I strive to be a person that God will welcome into the pearly gates and be proud of. Live each day to the fullest. Turn off the TV and sit in the back yard and watch your children's smiling faces. It is priceless!!
Love to all!
Cara Cares